bleachshadow Posted June 20, 2011 Posted June 20, 2011 (edited) Hello everyone, I'm really feeling rejected at the moment! I met the most perfect women in the entire world.. she's 26, I'm 28. Our birthdays are 7 days apart and our astrological charts are close to identical with some difference. She is perfect in every way possible. She is a master of her own universe in mind, body and soul, practices magic and love for all in the universe. She applies all of her 170 IQ (very impressive) and emotion into radiating a smile over me like the moon of wisdom she is to me. Her endless affection while grasping onto me as if our bodies were the central meaning of yin and yang is the very reason my wounds began to heal. She tells me that I make her like this and around other people she is very reserved and stern. She came onto me pretty strong by doing my natal chart and after that I insisted I repay her and take her out but she asked me out later in the near future and made all the plans. We had a great evening of vegan food. acid jazz and made love for 5 hours at her house. We met 2 days later at a poetry slam in san francisco than went back to her house where I had an incredibly embarrassing moment and couldn't get it up due to my heroin use (which she isn't against and finds fascinating and actually like watching me shoot up) for long and I feel she became disappointed! The next morning she said she was going into her reserved stern mood and also said good luck with everything to me. She did dream about me the night before and said that a bunch of people were after me. I think it's because I told her about my rough past with the law and being sent to rehabs and programs and jail a lot for my drug use and past illegal animal rights activism activity. Anyways, I text her yesterday saying I was thinking about her and telling her that she is an amazing and beautiful being and please to text or call soon. It's been 2 days and nothing... :...( How long do I wait and what do I do to keep the fire alive? Do I apologize for the heroin and say that I won't do it around her even tho she likes to watch me do it? Do I email her a sweat letter telling her how much I like her and that I would love to see her soon? Or do I wait a week and give her space than try? If nothing works out is it ok to show up at her house with a crystal necklace to see if she will open herself to me or is that to stalker? I mean we have already had sex and spent 2 nights toghether.. I think its ok.. idk.. THx kevin Edited June 20, 2011 by bleachshadow
Author bleachshadow Posted June 20, 2011 Author Posted June 20, 2011 thx for the great feedback... this is serious
OliveOyl Posted June 20, 2011 Posted June 20, 2011 Sorry, I won't touch this post with a double-terminated rutilated rose quartz crystal.
bac Posted June 20, 2011 Posted June 20, 2011 IMO, if you use heroin, you can choose any approach. It really does not matter at all.
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