NSDNQ Posted June 15, 2011 Posted June 15, 2011 randomly decided to to message the ex after losing count on NC. currently in a relationship now. not sure why the hell i did it. just out of the blue typed one up and sent it before the thought: "hey I'm breaking NC" ocurred to me. anyway heres the convo: Me: sorry about your shorts Her: Its whatever, I pretty much said goodbye to them when you took them. Me: okay Her: k bye Me: peace Her(ten minutes later): i just want you to know, that i truely miss hanging out and just being with you. not the sex or the dating or anything like that. we both have major issues, but you were a good friend to me. thanks for the unforgettable months Me: miss it too. I just forced everything way to much. I was never gonna be your Mr. right and it was stupid of me to try. just made a fool of myself several times in the process. all the big problems stemmed from that. it truely was one hell of a ride. great pic btw Her: absolutely no doubt about that. congrats on the new sunshine btw and thanks i think the main issue was, where everything stemmed from, that we didn't even get to know eachother Me: thanks, but sunshine isn't some generic nickname I hand out to any girl I care about lol. Her: i figured your new girl got it since she qouted the you are my sunshine song on a picture of you two. sorry Me: dont have to say sorry. and no, I've never called anyone sunshine but you. Her: well you look happy. congrats is all i wanted to say on the subject Me: totally, same to you and travis Her: yeah Me: oh yeah, guess where I have to take an EMT course becuase I failed the combat medical test lol Her: oh boy, where? Me ******** Her: summer or fall? Me: fall I'm still on suspension for the summer Her: thats handy. more bikini cookouts for you lol and maybe i'll see you around campus Me: right? I've been banished to paradise and yeah, maybe Her: lmao, doesnt sound that they planned that one too well lol then again i only have to be on campus three days a week, but two are from 8am to 6pm. our paths probably won't cross so SCORE awkward moment avoided lmfao Me:actually they did. with the suspension I can kiss my special operations dreams goodbye. and yeah sooo dont need anymore akward moments for awhile lol Her: oh... that is really bad. and lmfao, you know life is built for awkward moments, you can't avoid them for life. besides, sometimes they can be great. i've seen a few Me: eh. I'm over it, I got accepted into flightschool so by this time next year I'll be flying medivac choppers. and really? name one. Her: LMAO there is no way you are going to flight school. and one time with Jeremy a few days after he dumped me, we had to see each other to exchange stuff and i thought i would die from the weirdness in the air and I ended up tripping from not paying attention and it broke the awkwardsness completely don't try to call my bluff man, cause i never bluff its why i'm so good at cards Me: what? you want to see my orders? says right on them. I dont bluff either not anymore anyways lol Her: don't try to avoid awkwardness because i honestly think it is always for the best in the long run. it's why i am friends with so many people i hate and that is just hilarious! lmao no way you could stop bluffing Me: im usually comfortable in awkward situations, you know theres not alot of things i let get under my skin girl and the last time I bluffed was... well when i got suspended lol Her: honestly i don't know. and smooth Me: okay. how bout the akward moment when we where on the way to the party after i stuck half my body outside the window goin down the highway? you and katie here looking at eachother like i was a lunatic and i was just like 'which one of you has a lighter?" Her: that was hilarious Me: almost as funny as when you spelled couch as "cowch" in your letters lol Her: thats my style of U's. I know how to spell couch ass. Me: ahuh. blame it on the handwriting Her: and you spell 5X worse than me! Me: whatever Her: absolute truth man Me: NO COUNTING THE FEW MONTHS BEFORE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO TEXT IN T9!!! Her: umm... still sucked. Me: I'll pass up the opportunity to turn that into a dirty joke. Anyway I gotta go. I'm already running late and I have someone expecting me. It really was great talking to you saydee, we should do this again sometime Her: ok *** so that went better then expected. way better. is it just my vanity kicking in or does it sound to you guys like shes not over me? or have I just gained membership to "club ex"?
EgoJoe Posted June 15, 2011 Posted June 15, 2011 If you're both seeing someone else...just two questions. 1. Why post this in second chance? 2. Why does it matter if she's not over you?
Author NSDNQ Posted June 15, 2011 Author Posted June 15, 2011 I didnt know where else to post it. We actually had an entire conversation without fighting for the first time since we broke up. It might not be a second chance and even if it is... I dont know what I'd do. she cuased mee so much pain and i just started committing to living a life that involved her in in no way. But to this day every time I see her picture I just melt man. its a rather large conflict to me. I know it wouldnt be fair to the current GF if I just dropped her for the ex. she was the one that sat there and picked up the peices of me and helped me put them back together when she left. I feel a strong sense of loyalty and respect and feel protective of her. but thats most of what i feel for her. its not like with the ex man, I was head over heals in love with her. everytime I touched her it was unreal. so now after pining over my ex for god knows how long and being told "just let go i dont want you anymore" I start to move on and get attached to someone else and now this. its enough to drive you INSANE
Graceful Posted June 16, 2011 Posted June 16, 2011 Well, it's great to see you, Luke. I have to mull this over. I'll be back in a little while. I have an appointment, and hope to be back later. See you later. Grace I didnt know where else to post it. We actually had an entire conversation without fighting for the first time since we broke up. It might not be a second chance and even if it is... I dont know what I'd do. she cuased mee so much pain and i just started committing to living a life that involved her in in no way. But to this day every time I see her picture I just melt man. its a rather large conflict to me. I know it wouldnt be fair to the current GF if I just dropped her for the ex. she was the one that sat there and picked up the peices of me and helped me put them back together when she left. I feel a strong sense of loyalty and respect and feel protective of her. but thats most of what i feel for her. its not like with the ex man, I was head over heals in love with her. everytime I touched her it was unreal. so now after pining over my ex for god knows how long and being told "just let go i dont want you anymore" I start to move on and get attached to someone else and now this. its enough to drive you INSANE
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