Annalisa Posted June 9, 2011 Posted June 9, 2011 I was doing ok. It's been about 2 months now. We broke up right before my exams and I SUFFERED. I bet he would be happy if he knew that. It was really hard trying to concentrate on studying for my exams when I was always thinking about him. I didn't get as many As as I should have. Lately, I've been feeling better. Been spending a lot of time going out with friends and meeting new people. I've uploaded photos of some of these outings on Facebook. I have an awesome profile picture. Then I saw that he'd changed his Facebook status to In A Relationship with this girl. This girl is 8 years younger than him and actually the girlfriend of his friend. I don't think he remembers but he told me about her before. So the two of them are trying to make me jealous or something. And it hurts. I was feeling so much better and he goes and does something like that. It's childish and I feel like he's trying to hurt me on purpose just because I'm living my life and doing fine without him. I didn't upload pictures of me kissing other guys or anything like that. I wouldn't do that to him. It took him 6 months to change his relationship status to In A Relationship with me, and now we've been broken up for 2 months and he's "in a relationship" with her? I know it shouldn't matter to me whether they're really in a relationship or not. Maybe he stole his friend's girlfriend (although I don't think he'd do that). It's just that this is screwing with my head and I really don't deserve it. And here I've been such a nice ex-girlfriend. I tell people he's a nice guy but we're just not compatible and want different things. Only my close friends know the truth: He's a bum. It hurts me that he's trying to hurt me on purpose. I guess he expects me to call or text him so he can get some kind of reaction. Well, I hate being manipulated so the reaction he got is I deleted him from Facebook. I didn't block him but I wanted him to get the message. And I'm sad that we've come to this. Sure, our relationship was never great but there was a time when he made me happy. But now he's being so childish and petty. He's like a shell of the guy I used to date. Or maybe the guy I used to love never existed. Why did you have to go and do something like that? I'm angry. You've destroyed my memories of you and now we can't even be friends. It took me so much time and effort to get to where I am and I like myself so much better now. I'm never going back to being that insecure Annalisa you made me become.
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