dianabay Posted June 8, 2011 Posted June 8, 2011 I've been friends with this girl for ten Years. I cannot even remember a time when I didn't think of her this way. I can't remember a time when her smile didn't make my day and when I didn't want to be near her. It's like there is this other person in me who wants to date her and kiss her and hold her. I reject the ideas though, since I'm a girl too, and I'm pretty sure she isn't into women. I'm not into women either, but she is the only exception. I want to take our friendship to a new level, yet I'm also scared. I don't want her to feel weird, I don't want people to think oddly of us, I don't want to see her in a year or so telling me it won't work out. I'm scared. I told a few friends about my feelings, and most are supportive, saying that she is willing to date anyone so long as she gets to cuddle and kiss and feel love. This doesn't make me feel better, but it does sound true. She dated a few men in the past, well a lot more than that, and all weren't too attractive, both personally and physically. She always dumped them. So I guess that scares me too. She is also extremely shy, so she never made the first move, but did make the last. My pals say that I should ask her out, since she will never ask me. I'm not sure what I should do. I don't know if I should act or just sit these feelings out for maybe another ten years.
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