flitzanu Posted June 5, 2011 Posted June 5, 2011 i'd done pretty well since the last shenanigans, but for some reason i couldn't stop the urge to reach out last night (drunkenly of course). it seems i hardly made it much past a month or so without failing. just a simple email at 2am..."we could still fix this." shockingly i got a reply instantly..."f--- off" i'd almost hoped for indifference and silence.
Billie The Puppet Posted June 5, 2011 Posted June 5, 2011 i'd done pretty well since the last shenanigans, but for some reason i couldn't stop the urge to reach out last night (drunkenly of course). it seems i hardly made it much past a month or so without failing. just a simple email at 2am..."we could still fix this." shockingly i got a reply instantly..."f--- off" i'd almost hoped for indifference and silence. Sorry to hear but I guess you can now take those two words for face value and get out of the ex's life.
Author flitzanu Posted June 5, 2011 Author Posted June 5, 2011 yeah. i still just want to know where exactly this vile anger actually came from, because none of my actions (perceivably) warranted the behavior that has ensued.
Nohbody Posted June 6, 2011 Posted June 6, 2011 I wouldn't jump to conclusions about how she is feeling. the message is clear for now, you know what to do
Author flitzanu Posted June 6, 2011 Author Posted June 6, 2011 I wouldn't jump to conclusions about how she is feeling. the message is clear for now, you know what to do oh not so much jumping to conclusions, she's acted that way for months. this isn't any new behavior. i was reading up on the BPD(?) stuff, fits her well. infatuation one day, bane of her existence the next. started as "you hurt my feelings" to "you used me" to "you f'd me over!!!" and nothing changed. somehow the single thought exploded. who knows.
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