quietGuy13 Posted May 31, 2011 Posted May 31, 2011 Ok, I always think i'm stupid, ugly and just below average but this was the first time I showed her my webcam and she said that I'm super handsome and she really likes me. She even stayed up till like 4am talking to me in voice because she said she couldn't stop looking.(different country so different time zone: It was 6am up to 10am here. and there it was something like 3 to 4 am the next day) What the******?? And then she said if i went to her country all her friends would also think i'm hot. And actually i've chatted to others before and showed my cam and they also said i was handsome. AND my friend today and others that i've talked to in cam chat before have said that i'm super fun and interesting. WTF? I'm confused because in here(my city) most girls don't even look at me twice. And they think i'm boring and stupid. Now, it is true that with girls in my city i act shyer and i dont even do jokes or nothing and i don't sing to them or anything. With my online chat/voice chat friends I have no fear or nothing and i open up more and I'm kinda outgoing. The thing is If i opened up and acted the way i act with those foreign online friends, in America that would be seen as stupid/silly/childish. That's why i don't open up with girls in America. BUT SINCE THAT IS MY PERSONALITY and that is the one that to foreign girls, make me attractive to them.... Then for American girls to like me for my personality, they would have to know it.. YET since most likely theyd think it's childish and immature, I just don't feel like opening up to them. Plus the foreign girls accept me even if I'm slow. But American women would just think i'm retarded because i speak slow. I'm just confused.. How do i show my true personality to American girls if here in America the way I am is considered immature.
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