Lilmisus Posted May 26, 2011 Posted May 26, 2011 After spending two months worrying about my ex, wondering where he'll be, what he's doing, and who he's with..I can finally say that I honestly don't care anymore. Last week I stopped working with him. Last night I deleted and blocked him and 10 others on Facebook. Today, I saw him for what I'm sure will be the last time for a very long time. Though I was stressing about what to say or do today when I went into my old job (where he works) for the paycheck and to say hello to some people, I realized once I got there that I had nothing to worry about. He kept standing there, making it obvious he was watching me (who can blame him, I was wearing the shorts and tank top I get the most compliments and stares with that he said he loved ) quite a few times, for a few seconds at a time, but I never said anything to him. We gave each other slight smiles every now and then, and I knew he was thinking about saying something to me, but after spending an hour there, nothing was said by either of us. I walked away with a smile on my face, with him watching me as I left. I'm just so excited right now for what this summer will bring. New hook-ups, boyfriend, or the love of my life maybe? I don't know..but it feels great to know that the future is wide open for me. Driving home listening to my absolute favorite love song ("When I say I do" by Matthew West), really got me looking forward and excited for what tomorrow will bring. It also helped me let go of the former "love of my life" which I needed to do. I hope everyone else here can say sometime in the near future that they're as excited for the future as I am right now. Even if no love comes my way this summer or anytime soon, nothing and no one will take away this true happiness that I'm feeling right now
Nohbody Posted May 27, 2011 Posted May 27, 2011 I think we should all commit to making the rest of this year Awesome. Capital A.
Sassygirl2 Posted May 27, 2011 Posted May 27, 2011 Good for you Lilmisus! That's great and inspiring for others on here who need some motivation! Wish you the best!
Author Lilmisus Posted May 27, 2011 Author Posted May 27, 2011 I think we should all commit to making the rest of this year Awesome. Capital A. I second this No point in having a lousy summer, year, or life...especially due to someone else. Life is a wonderful thing, so live it up, best you can!
hill Posted May 27, 2011 Posted May 27, 2011 I wish I could be where you are at! My ex and I broke up about 3 weeks ago. We were together for a year and a half, and I'm ALWAYS worrying/sad if he's out and hooking up with girls. I always think or I'm scared he's gonna meet someone new or better than me anytime now. I mean I know it's gonna happen eventually but it's all I'm thinking about right now Good for you you're my role model! I hope I'm where you are at soon...
Author Lilmisus Posted May 27, 2011 Author Posted May 27, 2011 I wish I could be where you are at! My ex and I broke up about 3 weeks ago. We were together for a year and a half, and I'm ALWAYS worrying/sad if he's out and hooking up with girls. I always think or I'm scared he's gonna meet someone new or better than me anytime now. I mean I know it's gonna happen eventually but it's all I'm thinking about right now Good for you you're my role model! I hope I'm where you are at soon... TRUST me, soon you will be where I'm at right now It took me two months of my feelings going up, down, and all around for me to be able to sincerely smile and say "I don't give a sh*t anymore." I can't say when you'll be able to say that about your ex, but hopefully in the very near future you'll be able to. Just keep your chin up and try to make yourself the best you, you can possibly be.
Trovador Posted May 28, 2011 Posted May 28, 2011 Congrats! To live well is the best revenge, but actually I intend to live well for and to myself... Good luck in your new job and remember, be careful with workplace's romances... ha ha!
MissMoni Posted May 28, 2011 Posted May 28, 2011 Inspiring post! You all are right, the future is bright open for all of us. We just have to believe that and seize it!
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