sun_moon Posted May 24, 2011 Posted May 24, 2011 So I know how stupid this must sound but I'm on vacation and I can't seem to spend an entire day without thinking of him. It doesnt help to see couples everywhere holding hands, romance amongst young love birds, even some newly weds, yesterday it was pinching at me everywhere I turned. I dreamt last night that he wanted to talk to me and did: kindly, respectfully, apologizing to me, telling me how he felt and pining for my affections. Before he met me up, he wrote a Nasty note to his ex and left it there (she's not even in the picture, he's with someone new, that's where the dream didn't make sense) He wrote to her: I wish I didn't get with you, you ruined my chances of getting back with my ex, you no longer are welcome in my life, I'm going to go talk to her, I really messed things up. Ok so after waking up to a dream that will NEVER happen, i was overwhelmed with feelings of sadness and loneliness. I feel like I'm regressing. How can I be on vacay and not enjoy myself fully? I hate this. I know the dream is merely my own desires of what I would like to happen or see.... I can't beleive I'm in a nice place and I can't be myself. I really miss him and what we had but I know it's gone and it breaks my heart everyday.
EgoJoe Posted May 25, 2011 Posted May 25, 2011 I know it sucked, but, it is better than the dream I had. I responded in my thread,heh.
MyHeartHurtsOuch Posted May 25, 2011 Posted May 25, 2011 It sucks. I know exactly what you mean. I had a dream last night that my ex and I got married.... thing is we dream about what we really want and what we really fear/worry about...so i used to dream about my ex leaving me...(which he did) and then i would dream about him being with a girl (which he now is i'm sure) and then he emailed me...so that gave me false hope and now i had that dream about getting married...its all nuts. we are addicted to these people.
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