edwards99 Posted May 22, 2011 Posted May 22, 2011 Hi group....um I am going to try and give a short version here..buy please if anyone has any advise please let me know as I will be checking for it all the time. 3 yrs ago...I met the woman of my dreams..things were amazing...in so many ways..I lost my job about 6 months into it...and although we stayed together for a year and half more...things went downhill..we ended up separating..I became jealous..suspicious...moody and so on....at the time I of course thought it was just..when we separated it was hell on earth...we desided after being apart for 3 months we would try again..I believe in my heart we r meant for each other..and ahe tells me the same thing...but latley I feel un appreciated..almost not loved....there isn't near enuf affection...we hardly ever make love..or touch...now she says its cuz I am moody and I am..I know that but I feel its because of what I just stated..its like a vicious circle..we don't want to seperate....but sometimes I think things are worse than they arew..and she tells me that...she says I don't listen to her...and that she loves me dearly...and that if I just beleived it things would be so different..I want to believe her...I am so depressed about this as I don't want to spend my life without her...she makes me so happy...and when things are greeat..my god they are amazing..but it isn't vary often...what should I do now....I am lost...and I am losing my mind...please any advise would be so appreciated as I don't want to lose us!!!!! I love this woman and I know she loves me...but things really bother me..like no kiss hello at the end of the work day when we first see each other....if I kiss her its fine but why is it always me doing it..or cuddling in bed..same thing if I don't do it...it doesn't happen...I am beggging for any help here...I am alone in my car so upset again as another day has been ruined due to my moods...which to me are a rewult of things that aren't happening.
Author edwards99 Posted May 22, 2011 Author Posted May 22, 2011 6 months before we seperated she gave me back the engadment ring...after being back together for a feww months..she wanted it back at new years...and she hasn't taken it off.
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