WeirdGirlThatsMe Posted May 20, 2011 Posted May 20, 2011 This is a verrry very long story so please just stay tuned....okay about 5 months ago in january i went skating, my couisin was like theirs this guy over their thats been looking at you for the longest (i was alreeady getting numbers n stuff) im like psh smh how kewl can this day get soooo their i am talking to my cousin and i feel this tap behind me i turn around and i see this tallllll guy and he says can i have ur number? I said yea sure =] after that night he txt me i txt him back but at that time i was crushing on this 18 year old and i was 14 at this time....15 now =] soooo he txtn me and i txt him back he told me he was 16 and we txt and i ignored him sometime and he kept texting to me omg ur so gorgus and pretty n bla bla then i find out his cousin is one of my old friends we were on the cheer team together and if he was related to her that means he was related to the 2 other girls that dogged me bad part of me dont even wanna be with him for that reseon i dont wanna know he shares the same blood with those bitches who made my first cheering experiance hellll!!!! But i love him to much for that i wud never =/ moving on he asked me out but i dont like moving to fast i wanna get to know him first and he was like okay ill wait as long as you want me too....so we always meet up at thing skating rink we talk everyday we go to sleep on the phone its just so cute....but problems started to form like the 4th month of hour friendship we act like we actaully go together callin eachother bae and baby and saying i love you but it started when his friend started liking me that pissed him off so i tried talking to him face to face and his friend was over their trying to so call "counsal" us he told me he doesnt want u he dont care about u and im like uph to think i came here lookin extra cute and do ya think he notice but then his friend said i did!!!! But i dont want him i want my baby i met their =] so the friend actaully said it to his face "he dont care about u like i do" and tellll me y when he said that he was not even listening he was like awww look at my dog im like hi hello arent u gonna stand up to him so im like whatever and roller away lol but this time he came after me =/ im so frustrated with him and then he tells me he likes this girl his bestfriend he was like i like both of yall but all i herd was i like her....it broke me inside all i cud do was cry then i knew i needed my control back cuz he had me right where he wanted me so i went in for training with my step mom the next day he was like goodmorning babe im like morning how r u he said gud wyd i said going out ill talk to u later he was like no where r u going and i said i saaaaaaaid ill talk to u later he said no listen where r u going but i didnt txt bak i think i explained my self once rite? Soooo about 6 hours later i txt him and he was upset for how long i kept him waitin den my mom said now is the time u tell him how u feel about the girl and what he said? But what i really wanna understand is why would he lie to me(rewind) when wer were at the skating rink he was texting her right in my face litterally i wuda felt alote better if he wuda taped his phone to my face and continued texting thats a slap in the face and sooo disrespectful........he is working on getting the boyfriend label its almsot been 6 months but he keep actin the way he do and im out but we talked on the phone once again another arguement....he gets super mad when i bring her up he said i dont even talk to her nomore and bla bla i dont care what he did was unforgivable so i returned the favor and did it all bak to him and mercy may i see he reaaaaally did not like that at all....i think he used her to make me jelous and stuff idk why.....he also lied about girls talking to him while i was away on a retreat and he lied about being 16 i turned 15 in jan then 3 months later he turned 15 so im older.......if he cant appreciate me as a friend how in the hell is he gonna appreciate me as his girlfriend we fight so much i cant stand it but right now we okay i prayed about it and got better =] but i feel like i shudnt stay for so many reseons and he is scared to express himself to me i told him i wudnt judge or nothinng so he promised to stay honest....we talk about having kids i met his auntie (his mom passed away when he was a lil kid) but she real nice =] and my dad met him but he promised not to get in his head on the very first day....i love him i wanna be with him but i just dont feel the equal amount of love given either he dont feel the same or wont tell me.....
thatone Posted May 20, 2011 Posted May 20, 2011 we can't read what you're saying dear, it makes our brain hurt.
curlygirl40 Posted May 20, 2011 Posted May 20, 2011 I have a son that's almost your age so I know for a fact that you've already learned about paragraphs by now. Use them. A post like yours is so hard to read, not only because of the text speak but because there's no break in your thoughts with paragraphs. My 41 year old brain couldn't get through this whole thing, but for some general advice, if all you do is fight then let it go. It's not worth it. You're young and apparently cute. If he doesn't like you the way you like him, or if he doesn't treat you well, then let it go. No guy is worth all of that. Trust me.
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