VAW Posted May 9, 2011 Posted May 9, 2011 After three months of being apart my ex (who I still live with as a roommate) has come around. Last weekend he invited me to the lake to go boating Saturday and Sunday. I went both days but did not stay with him despite his asking many times. Sunday evening he came home and ended up back in my bed after three months of being in a separate bedroom. This past weekend again we went to the lake alone and I did stay. We had a fantastic time together all weekend. He asked me over this weekend why I came last weekend and this weekend. I really didn’t have a good answer for him, I am having trouble explaining my reasoning to myself. Right after we split he had received a package from overseas here at our house. I knew he was sleeping with someone else and knew the package was viagra that he had ordered online. I intercepted the package but a few weeks later when he had not received the order he had the company re-ship it again. He went this past Friday to the post office to pick it up and he had to sign for it this time. This weekend at the lake I took four of the pills I had intercepted and told him my friend had given them to me. I told him he should order some more just to see if he would have a response. He just said ok. Issue with this is that I know he went and picked up the new shipment Friday but failed to say anything about it to me. I am very leery of him right now because I know he is a compulsive liar. After two great weekends of making love and alot of fun and connecting I am really trying to keep myself in check and have done a great job so far if I do say so myself but the whole viagra thing makes me feel as if he is still sleeping with other women or another woman and just being illusive still. We are not back together and he knows I am dating other people which he did not like when I told him. I wonder if we have a chance at all or if he is just having fun?? I am still very much in love with him but what keeps coming back is when we did split he told me he does not love me and certainly would never marry me during an extremely heated argument. [FONT=Times New Roman][sIZE=3] [/sIZE][/FONT]
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