Goatsbreath Posted May 9, 2011 Posted May 9, 2011 I have not been on here in a while but have visited often during my dating woes. I was reading through my previous posts and I guess my last big breakup was in 2009. I've dated sense but nothing major and nothing that shook me up and made me crazy. I say crazy because when I read my posts from 2009 I think, oh my god, for real, I thought this???? Seriously, am I saying this stuff? It's embarrassing and the real funny part is I now realize how glad I am that it didn't work out with this girl. Seriously, I don't miss her and count my blessings that I no longer have to deal with all the stuff I put up with. Here are some of the post titles, sound familiar? How do I deal with this? Tuff time not calling? I called I saw her and her new guy handled breakup wrong, how do I fix it? hard time keeping NC day 6 NC someone yell at me I said I won't do it and I did it Uncovering pain on purpose So last night..... Stupid picture!! Day 5 NC (Yeah, notice how I was at day 6 a number of posts ago) Day 16 NC tough day (making progress) I broke 19 days NC ( Oh for crying out loud) If you walk away I'll walk away I want to call (really?....) My emotions are all over the place still suffering 4+ plus stuck in repeat see where being friends with the ex leads you - use me as example finding motivation and then finally: FIRST PHONE CONVERSATION WITH THIS GIRL yup, a new girl and guess what. No more talking about this other girl after this. Seriously?...so all it took then was a new interest to quell all this disruptive ridiculous thinking haunting my every day? I guess I'm just hoping that someone will read this and realize that sometimes love can damage your thinking. You got dumped, so what...you have to admit, there should be some little bit of excitement and intrigue in the prospect that there is someone else out there. There is someone else waiting to show you a whole new way of thinking, someone else wanting to show you what they are about, someone else wanting to impress you, someone else that will strive for your attention. Most importantly there is someone else you can show who you are, what your about, what you have to offer. Right now you are just showing someone who already knows you your pathetic side >jealousy, rage, pain, anger, etc. Get excited OK, it's time to go meet someone new.
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