MyHeartHurtsOuch Posted May 4, 2011 Posted May 4, 2011 It's day 9 or 9.5 of NC and I keep going in and out of emotional stages. I feel sad, angry, hopefule, etc. I'm so scared that he will contact me and say he's in a relationship...I am thinking of his history and patterns of behavior and I think it is pretty likely that he's already been seeing osmeone for a week now which means he's not even thinking of me and rather developing feelings for someone else. I feel bad cause I begged him and actually made him feel comfortable and strong about his decision to leave me. This sucks. I keep thinking any day now he hsould cave in. I just wish he could contact me so I could ignore him...so I can be "on top" again. It's such an ugly feeling to think someone's life went on without you and they're even happier. A month after we broke up he hooke dup with a girl and he felt terrible about it and I should have never talked to him again after that but I did like an idiot and not only that I ended up begging him and begging him and so not only does he not feel guilty-he feels empowered. I hate this.
allie_lgh Posted May 4, 2011 Posted May 4, 2011 the best revenge is to live a full and fulfilling life without them. Remember that.
Fufu Posted May 4, 2011 Posted May 4, 2011 How about think of how you can make yourself happier? It's time to shift your focus on him to yourself. You may wish to read the following threads. http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t276219/ http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t276454/
Author MyHeartHurtsOuch Posted May 4, 2011 Author Posted May 4, 2011 the best revenge is to live a full and fulfilling life without them. Remember that. True very true. I guess I just wish I had the upper hand again but that shouldn't matter.
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