Timbomb Posted May 3, 2011 Posted May 3, 2011 (edited) I was in a relationship for about two years until a couple weeks ago. Basically what happen was about a month ago i almost had sex with her, she got mad but i mean it was consensual. We had been missing around for quite a while before then. I thought that she had gotten over it that day, or seemed like it anyways. We were fine all that week for the most part, and she mentioned it a couple times and i got frustrated because i said I'm sorry and i mean there isn't really anything else i can do, though i should have respected her emotions. So we did do physical stuff a lot, but we did have a very emotionally in dept relationship. About two weeks after that whole incident, her little sister (5 years old) wanted to spend the night at this place and have a sleep over, but the only way she could do it is if my girlfriend at the time did too. This wouldn't have been a big problem, but the persons house this was gonna happen at was her best dude friends house. We didn't hang out the week before that happen because they were hanging out. . . So because of that sticky situation, and the way she sounded on the phone (Not asking me or being sympathetic, but not caring what i thought) i broke up with her. I thought it was right at the time. She called me a couple days later and we talked and i asked if they did anything and she said they made out. Rather its true or not i got mad and she hung up on me. They started dating two weeks later. This dude has been her friend for like 10 years and they fought a lot when we dated. I called her a week after we broke up and kind of got a little closure, but she seemed happy with him and she didn't complain about being sick etc. (She has JRA). Her mom text me a couple times and asked how i was and stuff. So knowing all this, i am still very very anxious. I got some medication from the doctor, but it doesn't help. This dude is very. . .different. He weights twice as much as me, and he wines and complains a lot. . . hes a teachers pet. It was a shocker to everybody. I like to feel that this is a rebound relationship, but its hard for me to realize that because they had been friends for a long time, and they must have been "talking" while we dated. We had many great times and she was my first love. We broke up before and got back together after like a year and dated for two. I want to get her back. I need to get rid of my anxiety too. Notice how i said want and need. I have realized my mistakes of the physical stuff, but at the same time how i took her presences for granted sometimes too. What do y'all think? Edited May 3, 2011 by Timbomb
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