sandy25 Posted April 25, 2011 Posted April 25, 2011 hey all im 20 and he is 23 we have been together for 2 years ... we have been through so much and still going through more. we had a crazy relationship full of crazy love we had different circumstances we had alot of ups and downs but now as our circumstancs have changed im going through a financial crisis and alot of pressure and stress me and my family that i have never been through and holding responsibility of my mother sis and brother my work and uni all had affected me so much that i changed im always angry not happy although he stood and till standing so much by myside and i love him more than anything but because he makes me feel better im always doing quick bad reactions while im with him .. and then i regret i say stuff without noticing that i shouldnt have said ... im always negative thinking i dont why .. i have never been like that .. but the thing thats making me do all that is that when i get angry or im upset i get so emotional and i dont how i stop thinking logic i pour everything im feeling in a bad way .. and then i realize! .. he is such a good person but hes tired he has no fault in all that i love him so much that i cannot bear loosing him i know im not gonna find a person like him ... i have tried to change but come back to the same problem .. now although he loves me he has less interset me .. we dnt go out as much as we used to .. i want relive those old days .. im not me anymore .. help
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