shapp Posted April 23, 2011 Posted April 23, 2011 (edited) My first post was when my boyfriend left about 3 week ago, i did nc for 5 days he contacted me, i started talking to him again with him saying he did not think that was what he wanted, and did not want to be without me. so we started back up seeing each other, although he stills live with his mom, which is ok, because he drink too much and it cause so many problems in the relationship, him drinking is mainly what got us here at this point. anyway, thursday night he call his self mad with me , we were at the club, i said something like he is never there for me, but always there for other people and his ex, he drives her care, she uses his truck, remind you she is married, but i guess the hubby is ok with it. her husband rides in the truck too, i have so rode in her car, but it just bothers me because it seems like my feeling are not important, i am always last in his life. he does not work I have helped him out so much, and still have never felt appreciated, he always felt like i was suppose to pay his truck notes and cell phone bill, because i am with him. this guy has hurt me time and time again, he have treated me like sh*t. and it hurt so badly i have been so good to this guy. I can not stop crying. anyway i call him early friday morning about 5am, he never answer or call back. he finally aswer about 9am, and i ask him why he did not answer , and where he stayed at he said he was not going to answer all those question , and said he started not to answer his phone then, said he was out of town a hour away , and he will call when he get back, its the next day i havent heard from him., he use that excuse at the club to justify this action , he said i did it to myself, he so use to me taking him back no matter what he do to me, which he has every right to, because i do, but now i am truly ready to let him go, why did i have to fall in love with a zero. why do i cry over a man who treats me so bad, and cares nothing about me. i do not understand. Edited April 23, 2011 by shapp
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