This non-talking stuff is getting difficult..

[aypforever]

Alright, so.. Was on NC for about a month. Ex texted me asking if I could ever be friends with her again. I responded saying I don't think so. Not right now. This was 2 weeks ago. Ever since then I CAN NOT get her off of my mind. I've actually been more busy than ever since the break up, and I just can't get her off my mind. I work out everyday. I'm with friends almost everyday.

 

During our little NC I was nosy and found that she had been dating a couple guys. Sure it hurt and all. I then found out that she broke it off with a guy and then 2 days later she had sent that text.

 

Currently... just did something stupid and looked at a her facebook picture. It's of her and some guys feet somewhere outside. I'm shaking and pissed. I'm sad. I'm disappointed. All I want to do is text, email, call. I know I shouldn't. I hadn't planned on any contact until she gets back from her vacation in a couple weeks.

 

It's just stupid because anything she is getting involved in is short term. She is moving in January for the military.

 

I know I deserve more than this. I just can't get over it right now.

[Chi townD]

A picture with her and...some...guys...feet...huh?!?!

[flitzanu]

delete and block her from facebook! broken record, i know, just do it. save yourself the stupid mistakes and emotion.

[aypforever]

We arent Facebook friends. The urge to e stalk was high looked up her name.. saw her picture. It's the first picture she's had with another guy since us. Even if its a gay artsy shot on the beach, its still something.

 

After a shower and shave, I feel little better. I guess it is one of the many things I will have to learn to live with.

[smudge21]

Ups and downs, you'll have them for a while. Just accept that these things will happen and you've got to stay strong until the ups outweigh the downs.