Rooke Posted April 19, 2011 Posted April 19, 2011 I thought I would keep an NC diary to keep me strong and so I don't let down all the people that have supported me in these early stages. I have been sending him emails in order to try and make him take responsibility for what he's done, now I realise that's fruitless. Had a really productive first day of NC. I got myself a part time time in addition to my full time one, so I can keep busy and meet new people and won't have time to dwell on this. I feel really positive going forward, and the stronger I can keep NC then the less awful I have to feel about it. It is easier that he doesn't want contact with me. I will need to be prepared and remain strong if he does make contact. Hopefully he won't.
Author Rooke Posted April 19, 2011 Author Posted April 19, 2011 Rooke Be strong and one day at a time Arran x Thankyou. The real test will be if he makes contact.
JadedAmore Posted April 19, 2011 Posted April 19, 2011 Way to go, keeping yourself occupied won't allow your mind to stray back to him. If he tries to contact you, delete the emails, ignore the calls and texts (block him if possible). Just remind yourself that in the end the pain isn't worth it. Good luck! =)
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