Mister_Lonely Posted April 19, 2011 Posted April 19, 2011 Ex texted asking to meet her after work which I did, with the intention to tell her I can't speak/see her anymore. It was pretty awkward made worse by me commenting on the pic of her new bf in her purse. Had general small talk & got on relationship talk discussing why I am so bad & why we ended & how she is happy with her new bf. I told her how I felt & that I still love her but she started getting angry & telling me we will never get back together & move on. She finally agreed that we couldn't be friends but she then said she still loves me, which killed me & I upped & left without saying bye. I feel **** now & should have listened to all the people who said NC. That's what I am going to do now. At least I had 2 years with her, better than none.
jdub27 Posted April 19, 2011 Posted April 19, 2011 Dude, you gotta resist the urge to talk to her! At least now you know not to do it ever again. She found someone else, just like you will. Move on. You keep holding back your own healing process. Stop doing this to yourself. She's in a new relationship, but we all know new relationships always start off exciting, but eventually she will go through bumps in the relationship with her new man, just like she did with you. And who knows? Maybe one day, she will finally realize the guy she's with is a complete jerk and end up being single again. Then she'll call you, but this time you will already be in another relationship, and you can tell her to go f*ck herself, and make her go through all the pain that she put you through! Hope you cheer up. Now, you can finally truly begin your healing...
Author Mister_Lonely Posted April 20, 2011 Author Posted April 20, 2011 Thanks for the kind words. All my friends think I am stupid for talking/meeting her & asking me why I want to keep in touch with someone who lied & cheated on me. It's just the thought of her with someone else being happy when I am hurting, I should hate her but I don't. I just don't know why she said she still loves me which has messed me up & I didn't need to hear what a nice guy who new bf is. I hope their honeymoon period ends soon because she made it sound he is the love of her life. I do hope I meet someone eventually but can't imagine myself with anyone else & I hate the whole dating process plus I am not as young as I once was.
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