Gentlegirl Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 Hello Everybody, Here I am on vacation and all alone. MY job and daily routines usually take up most of my thoughts. Guess where my thoughts have strayed yet again???? Yes to xMM. It has been 16 weeks since I saw him and 11 weks since I had any contact with him. I seem to be slipping back into some kind of sadness again. I was getting a bit better fro a while. I guess the grieving process isn't linear as I'd like it to be and a short line at that! This just seems to be robbing me of so much time. As busy as I try to be, he is constantly in my mind and the images are still fresh and painful. He was in my life for 3 years and made himself a huge presence. I am struglling with thought of seeing him just once more, but I know what will happen if I do. Genltegirl
Emme Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 Not on vacation. Oh we have to put him in a box until vacate is over. *Emme get a metal box and throws Gentlegirl xMM in and locks it with a key* So what do you plan on doing today or tomorrow on your vacate? Any site seeing.. Where are you? Is it tropical.
Author Gentlegirl Posted April 18, 2011 Author Posted April 18, 2011 Keep him in a dark place for the next 10 days please? Thank You. I live in Australia. I am, going away for 3 days over Easter to a place calle Lake Eyre. It is a wild life tour. The lake only floods once ecery 10 years. Then it is full of wildlife, flowers and is worth a look. Until then I am just straightening up my life after 3 years of chaos and xMM turning my world upside down. Just having a lonely time right now. Tale care, Gentle.
so-wrong Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 Hugs to you. You're doing so well, 11 wks is brilliant. I know it's still really hard for you but I bet when you look back to say 2 or 3 wks NC, you're most likely much stronger & in less turmoil now than you were then. Stay strong girl!
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