Hopeless Girl Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 Well not 24/7 but u know what i mean.. whenever theres the chance Im not concentrating on something I think about him .... its been a week and 2 days since he asked for the 3 month break and he once contacted me saying how hard it was and the second time was just a stupid text... i dont answer him... for one of the texts i said "cool" or something like that i dont remember .. it was just one word .... anyways ... when i saw him if was as if nothing happened... just saying hi like a normal every day person u know .... idk if i wann get back but i dont cant get him off my mind .... i wanna talk to him so bad and some days i just wanna do it but i refrain .... how can u guys deal without not speaking to them really? at first it was easy .. but not it seems to be geting harder .... i mean compared to u guys.. u guys have been months NC ive been a week and 2 days .. i need encouragement
Medcane26 Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 I totally know what you mean. Its been 4 days of NC for me and it's driving me nuts. Every little thing reminds me of her. I wonder if we will ever talk again. I am in medical school so combining these feelings with studying all day is torture. I feel like texting sooo bad but something inside me is telling me to give as much space as possible. A text or email now will do more harm then good.
Author Hopeless Girl Posted April 18, 2011 Author Posted April 18, 2011 I totally know what you mean. Its been 4 days of NC for me and it's driving me nuts. Every little thing reminds me of her. I wonder if we will ever talk again. I am in medical school so combining these feelings with studying all day is torture. I feel like texting sooo bad but something inside me is telling me to give as much space as possible. A text or email now will do more harm then good. ur in medschool? nice!.. u should really focus on ur studies ... i cant listen to certain bands or songs cause they just remind me of him ... its like he doesnt care at all and has forgotten all about me is what I feel... i dunno if it even is stilla break cause he said a 3 month break but its weird... what doctor r u gonna be?
Medcane26 Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 So he gave you a time frame for the break>? What were the reasons? My ex gf left me a letter on my counter saying that she needs time to find herself. The tone of the letter though seems like she never wants to hear from me again. Maybe I'm reading too much into it I dont know.. I want to be an anesthesiologist. Med school is interesting and fun but requires soo much time for studying... This break up has been one big distraction..
BellePerdant Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 I'm out of shape. When I think of my ex I do a crunch. I'm not totally out of shape anymore.
Author Hopeless Girl Posted April 18, 2011 Author Posted April 18, 2011 So he gave you a time frame for the break>? What were the reasons? My ex gf left me a letter on my counter saying that she needs time to find herself. The tone of the letter though seems like she never wants to hear from me again. Maybe I'm reading too much into it I dont know.. I want to be an anesthesiologist. Med school is interesting and fun but requires soo much time for studying... This break up has been one big distraction.. Yea while he goes to therapy and I finish school. One day I told him that I had contacted my ex boyfriend (for whom I dont have feelings at all) cause he was a big part of my life and we endded things horribly. I just wanted closure . ANnyways when I was honest about this with him he couldnt take it and bailed out giving me a time frame of 3 months with a date and all. Yea, I wanna excercise again BellePerdadnt. Tone those muscles
Fufu Posted April 18, 2011 Posted April 18, 2011 It's normal your ex is in your head when you are in the midst of NC.. from time to time, I still think of my ex at times. As long as you maintain your NC and as time passes, even when you think of your ex it is no longer the heartache and abandonment feeling you had.
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