needed a break but, I Love you

[crunch and munch]

Ok my gf wanted a break , to get her head straight, I have had the h1n1 and complications from that , was giving up and bring myself down and my girl friend down to , she has been gone for 5 weeks now , the first three weeks were hard and crazy , but now I have had time to look back , I now see she has done me a favor , maybe even saved my life , It has got me off the couch and out of the house, made me see that I want to live life and not die. So I have things I need to fix with myself ,and talking to my ex this is what she wanted , but she says that she still needs time to get rid of her baggage , like get a divorce , and deal with custody of her kids , and fix her mind and self , and she wants to start over

with me to work on things together , and to build the trust back so that we are a stronger couple. she says she still loves me but to give time and work on this together. but at night my minds starts thinking what is she doing, and who with . but we talk every day . so i well take it one day at a time