mysticmeg1 Posted April 13, 2011 Posted April 13, 2011 here's the story...me and my boyfriend have been going out for 3 years now were happy out granted theres an age gap myself being the younger one but we overcame the if's and but's and are generally happy..im 21 and haven't had many sexual partners 2 to be exact! however my boyfriend has...lets just say he's played the field! i except that he is older and therfore has had his fair share, but the problem is we live in a small village and recently its been brought to my attention just how many girls he has been with to be honest i was taken back! as the majority of these girls are girls i see day to day in our village and talk to on a daily basis!! this i wasn't aware of i never felt the need to ask him how many girls or go into any details because my moto is '' the past is the past'' lets leave it there! honestly i was never bothered until we were out for paddys day last month and i witnissed him and this girl ( i know very well) kinda been too close for comfort nothing major but i kinda felt a little green monster coming out of me but as we were full up on drink i let it slide and never mentioned anything..up till now but as i found out today him and this girl were an item before we got together..now i feel upset i cant explain why really i should be happy he's with me now and nothing else matters's but since i found all this out im starting to see him in another light and i hate it!! im threatned by how many partners he has had!! aftyer 3 YEARS!!! what is wrong with me?? and im starting to get down on myself and its affecting our relationship i dont even want him around me anymore why is this has anyone felt this way before any advice????? thanks in advance x
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