I Think my ex deleted his fb and twitter , did i do that?

[ConflictedGirl]

Hey Guys!

 

I Just like some help , my ex broke up with me id say about 1 month ago...i believe the reason for breaking up was very..well...stupid....i honestly dont believe he thought it would be over..i think he thought id come running and begging for him..& that was my initial response...but when my ex started behaving like a jerk to me...i had to bail...i couldnt lower my self...we have had small breakups and we fix them..but he was going overboard in terms of how he would speak to me when i contacted him about the break up ..then 1 day he texted me 1st n when i responded he said "k" n that was my last straw so i told him not to message me again about a week after breaking up...i feel like if he really loved me he would have messaged me anyway jus like i did after the break up...i most likely would have emailed or called him in a week even after saying dont message me until i was shown all the stuff he had been saying on social sites...clearly trying to hurt me by broadcasting he was basically back involved with an ex , an ex he told me he never had sex with...then all the posts were about their sex and making remarks that were aimed at me...i just went cold...he made comment that he was sure hed start recieveing crazy texts about it soon an i know it was for me...so i never contacted him again...Now few weeks later...ofcourse i miss him and i hope he misses me but he really..dissapointed me...but although ive been nc...i couldnt stop myself from keeping tabs...i deleted him on fb but every now n then id go through his profile pics to see if i was still in them..last time i checked i was....he protects his stuff but i see when he talks his exes n a girl a know he is interested in n it rlly hurts me...the other day i think he may have blocked me on twitter then removed it 2 days later..im not positive but i think so...which is silly cause i never contact him n i already cant see his what he says...but there is a guy who liked me...i thought he was cute...not rlly my type...but i wasnt interested cause i had a bf...but after we broke up..this guy was trying to start something...im aware that its only been a month but everytime i see my ex talking to that 1 girl i know he likes..i feel like crying...so i had to distract myself...im not calling this a rebound but the boy asked me to be his gf and i just said yes...not to spite my ex but rather to help myself...so me n this new guy took a few pics..and i had them on social sites...i honestly jus liked how i looked , like 2 hours later i was like..what if my ex lurks n thinks im tryna get at him so i took down all except 1 on fb......now i noticed that my ex deleted both his facebook and twitter....im not 100% but im atleast 95% i checked alot to see if i was just blocked but im pretty sure he deleted both..

 

i mean common sense would assume he saw the pic right?...i mean i just wish hed stop in his pride so id know..cause although he has been trying to hurt me...im not trying to hurt him..i just want to be happy... i mean on the assumption he deleted them after seeing my pics..i ask myself is his pride rlly worth more than telling me?...i think this breakup is sad cause its really uneccessary & really happened over nothing...and he made it into this big thing....i realize i may be jumping the gun by thinking its because of me and that i may be setting myself up for a fall if i find out it had nothing to do with me ..but if he is who i think he is..which im not to sure of anymore...then i probably has to do with me...plus the timeline matches up..he blocks me few days earlier probably because he cant bare seeing what i have to say anymore...then unblocks seconds b4 i put up the pic (if im right about that) then a day after the pics r up he dissapears from the internet?...& in the event he didnt delete n jus blocked me...he did alot of very questionable things when we were going out that he only let out after the breakup that really shattered me..i just dont let it show...he probably feels as bad as i do and wont let it show

 

what do u guys think is going on? why delete or block? or if it was u why would u have? could he just be playing with my head?