Sake Posted April 9, 2011 Posted April 9, 2011 a few days ago I completely lost my mind, I guess you can say I went insane. I couldn't get a hold of my thoughts, so many thoughts raced through my head and I had a panic attack and went completely paranoid (used to happen a lot before - but stopped). since about two days ago, my mind is crystal clear, it feels like all the negative thoughts and feelings just disappeared out of no where, just like that. Most importantly thoughts of my ex just left my mind..I used to be deeply in love with this girl she meant everything to me but she ended up leaving me for another guy 9 months ago (shes still with him). Suddenly I just stopped caring and feeling sad, my outlook is only focused on the future and on other women. None of this makes any sense to me, it feels like my mind and body just got sick of constantly wondering and wondering if she'll ever come back that it just pushed all the thoughts away and made me accept the harsh reality. NC for 4 months ago, broken up for about 9 months. Has this happened to anyone, or can anyone explain this?
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