soconfusing Posted April 6, 2011 Posted April 6, 2011 I was out of town for work and met this guy. I was well aware that nothing would come of it since I was only going to be there for a few days and agreed to go out with him. I had more fun with him than I'd had in the longest time that I could possibly remember. Before he asked me out, I thought he was really cute and had butterflies in my stomach when he asked me out... Note: someone else asked me out the previous night and all I could think about was how I might turn up in the local newspaper as the next victim of some murder. Yeah, my thoughts are a little gruesome sometimes around some people. Anyway, at the end of the evening, we made out and I went a little further with him than I usually would (but not all the way). Either way, I looked at it like I was taking advantage of HIM since he was in general a complete gentleman and in no way pushed it as far as it went (believe me, I've had my fair share of jackasses, this one guy was definitely different). I just looked at it like it had been so long since I had any fun and I knew I would never see him again and that was totally fine with me. The next day, I saw him again and we hung out some more. By the end of that day, I was practically in love with the guy. He always said the right thing, cracked all the right jokes, etc, etc. Plus there was just something about him that I never found in any other guy I've ever come across. Once I got home, I found myself feeling sad and depressed that I would likely never see him again but was aware that the feeling might not have been mutual and out of respect, I didn't want to call, text or in general bug him. So now I'm just moody, snapping at people and I can't seem to get over him. I even tried getting drunk the other night it but I didn't even get buzzed (thanks a lot cupid!) So it's a toss up between love or infatuation and either one completely and utterly sucks. How can I get over it FAST??
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