What does this email from my ex mean?

[loverboy1984]

My ex girlfriend of 6yrs broke up with me with no real reason. She had just kissed a guy that I found out about, wanted a break, then when I said I needed to know if she was with me or not she said its over. She sent my sister this email 4 days after breaking up with me. Im in NC and have defriended her on FB.

 

Here is the email she sent to my sister:

 

I hate to involve you in this still, but I just wanted to ask how your bro is doing. He defriended me on FB, which I understand, but that still hurt. I know he's hurting, but I hope he's eating and still studying. Honestly, even though I'm upset about all of this and hate myself for what has happened, I've finally been able to focus on school and my clients now (did I mention I finally see clients!? I have three cases and will probably be taking on more soon). I just hope he is still studying. I hate that this happened while he's studying, but I couldn't keep him in limbo like this, it just wasn't fair. I do hope that when he's done studying and ready to talk to me again, that we will both be in a good enough place in our lives to try starting again. Right now though, we should each try our hardest to focus on our school and future careers. He shouldn't let anyone, especially not me, get in the way of his dream.

Sorry, I'm rambling.

I received the care package your mom sent me, and when I called to thank her, she was so sweet on the phone. I cried afterwards. I miss you guys so much. I hope everyone is doing good. I think about all of you all the time.

Anyway, hope you get to enjoy your spring break and congrats on being done with finals. Love you!

-A

[Hules]

I'm starting to think your a troll now. Keep this **** in one thread and stop spamming.

[loverboy1984]

Sorry Im not trying to spam. I thought it was a separate issue. Im new here and my first post had 200 views and no replies because it was so long. Im not troll, whatever that is.