just_some_guy Posted April 3, 2011 Posted April 3, 2011 Just a few days until my stbx leaves town. We talked and said goodbye last night. We were both crying, I think for different reasons. She doesn't want to let go, to lose me. I hurt from the loss that already happened, the relationship that failed, the increasing levels of hurt that I felt as things got crazier as time went by. I think of the attempts to work it out, the pointless visits to counseling and the worst of the whole thing, her suicide attempt. This not how I wanted things to turn out so many years ago. None of this is good, but I'm looking forward now, not behind me.
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