Jerrica Posted April 2, 2011 Posted April 2, 2011 he finally came for his stuff today. It was hard, but I managed to keep my composure and remain fairly neutral and emotionless. He seemed very on edge, a bit high strung. Anyways, I helped with a couple things and then he was on his way. Of course after he left I started crying but at least I didn't in front of him! so. Now with no reason to contact him, my journey through NC begins....right now I feel scared, I want to text him so bad it hurts. I wish I knew what was going through his head when he was here, or even now. just to warn you, I will probably be posting often now to get through this NC. Maybe day by day posts of my feelings. Better than contacting him right?
DollyGirl12 Posted April 3, 2011 Posted April 3, 2011 You can do it. It's one of the hardest things we have to do sometimes, but it's the only way to healing. I don't know if you realize it, but you are very strong. You're doing everything right, regardless of how you might feel. Hang in there!!!
spice4life Posted April 3, 2011 Posted April 3, 2011 he finally came for his stuff today. It was hard, but I managed to keep my composure and remain fairly neutral and emotionless. He seemed very on edge, a bit high strung. Anyways, I helped with a couple things and then he was on his way. Of course after he left I started crying but at least I didn't in front of him! so. Now with no reason to contact him, my journey through NC begins....right now I feel scared, I want to text him so bad it hurts. I wish I knew what was going through his head when he was here, or even now. just to warn you, I will probably be posting often now to get through this NC. Maybe day by day posts of my feelings. Better than contacting him right? I'm so sorry you are going through this. Hang in there sweety and stay strong. Use the NC to focus on you and getting your life to the point where you want it.
Fufu Posted April 3, 2011 Posted April 3, 2011 I am very happy for you Posting your feelings over here are definitely contacting him. You are more than welcome to post your feelings, we are all here to support anyone who is going through a heartbreak.
Author Jerrica Posted April 3, 2011 Author Posted April 3, 2011 thanks guys, it's such a hard thing to do. I miss him SOOO much. Even though we broke up a month ago, we still had LC about getting his stuff. he has a lot of pride so I doubt he will ever try to come back even if he wants to anyways, just wanted to vent about how much I miss him!!! better me tell you than him
Trovador Posted April 3, 2011 Posted April 3, 2011 I'll be keeping an eye on you... Don't worry, NC hasn't killed anybody... and you know the saying...
Fufu Posted April 4, 2011 Posted April 4, 2011 Keep up the NC works It does get better and better and every roller coaster moods yous sit through, you become more confident in yourself.
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