turokturok5 Posted March 27, 2011 Posted March 27, 2011 Went to the party last night that my ex was at. I rocked up and a few mates i hadn't seen in a while (they were drunk) yelled my name and came running up to me, at that point half the party, including my social circle which my ex was in was staring at me. I talked to them for about 10 minutes before moving on and talking to other friends, never approached my ex though. I got pretty drunk and an old best friend started getting really close to me, telling me how much she missed me and always hugging me/poking me and touching me and we eventually organized to catch up some time. I had a lot of fun at the party and didn't have any contact with my ex at all. Only thing is, i thought i was over her. One of my friends calls my mate, the one who i thought liked her and started talking to him, i didn't hear what he was saying exept my mate was saying "nahh, she didn't seem interested, i tried to but she didn't seem keen" and all this stuff, obviously he was referring to my ex. Ended up talking to the guy on the phone, then to my best mate and he admitted he liked her. This really pissed me off. Just the fact that he said he didn't like her and that he wouldn't dog me out, that he wasn't going to ask her out, exept why would he say "nah i was going to but she didn't seem keen." Anyway, i made the bad choice of dissapearing from the party, started to walk home which was 5 hours away and whenever i got calls from people asking where i was i would pretty much just have a go at them. Was walking for about 3 hours when i was picked up by some friends, my best mate was there and he started to say all the stuff like "im not going to ask her out, i care about you more" etc etc. I just feel really stupid for leaving the party and walking home now though...don't know what my friends are going to think of me, my ex's friend kept calling me asking where i was and if i was okay and such.
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