2011 Posted March 26, 2011 Posted March 26, 2011 Hi Lol for the last 3 months i've been constantly thinking how in the hell could she just turn into the thing she turned into after all the excitment chasing, times together, her enthusiasm for me, and mine for her, and our compatibility etc but then I just dawned on me: "You stupid moron wake the **** up, she just wasn't that into you and lost all feelings and doesn't give a jot anymore" All of the little things were just an act, she was just pretending she liked me and was really keen and then when the RL didn't develop into what SHE wanted she pulled the plug and showed her true nature. It kind of angers me that she was just faking her pretty little face at the start and well her true colours were really truly truly horrible. She would never face me on the phone and was a coward only talking on IM cutting me off when it pleased HER, she didn't have the guts to face it and wanted the easy way out without the hassle because again I was not what SHE wanted. The way I see it she was being childish about the way she handled it, and she twisted and turned everything round to make me look like a complete wank, when I did act needy (I now know I shouldn't have) she played on it so damn hard and made me feel 1 foot high. Guys, or gals, if you think he/she is into you think again lol! Btw this is the second stage anger of NC/being dumped coming through, and it's not so much a bitter anger as before (despite what I am writing) and it like a 2nd coming of determination to beat this damn crap into the mud once and for all, pull her swiftly from the pedestal, and become a newer better me for a woman that really deserves me! 2011
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