Melly_713 Posted March 23, 2011 Posted March 23, 2011 I thought i was over my ex but I'm not. We were seeing each other on and off for about 2 years, after many disruptions which are too long winded to go into. Near the end of the 2 years we'd basically sorted things, and were nearly officially together. The main problem was his best friend who has a grudge on me (for valid reason) and he didnt want to put it on facebook or what not as he knows his best mate would fall out with him. Anyway when he called it off I knew i had to move on after all the messing about. After a few weeks I met someone at work and we started a relationship and have now been going for 4 months, it was rushed ill admit and i knew i wasnt over my ex. As this new guy is wonderful i learnt id moved on and everything was fine. A few weeks back this new guy really upset me and I broke it off with him because i wasnt ready to start being hurt again and we decided to have a week apart.During this week I went back home to see my ex's band as we still give each other the odd text. We ended up in bed together (but just cuddling!) and I didn't even feel bad about it, i felt amazing being with him again like nothing had changed. We both knew that I would prob get back with my new guy so we were fine about it. Now me and my ex have started talking more and he tells me about how much he misses me, he used to say these things when i first got with my new guy and its started again. I think about my ex more than my new guy, i feel me and my ex have much more in common and ive thought about going back to him loads of times. I don't know what to do! Sorry for the long post!
Author Melly_713 Posted March 30, 2011 Author Posted March 30, 2011 Its a mess is what it is! I agree with you. Ive had a good think about things and had to end it with the current one as i wasn't feeling it anymore, prob too rushed and obv the ex! I deffo dont want to rush into anything, and me and my ex need a chat!
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