marqueemoon4 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Marqueemoon4: I am glad to hear this from you! YES!!! thanks man! hopefully I can maintain. I'm realizing I'm stronger than I think I am. I actually had myself believing I was a bad person because of her actions and poor opinion of me. Truth is, she's not even mature enough to understand what I'm all about. Her loss.
Jdw_Icequeen Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 I feel this mostly because when we got together he knew I was going through a divorce and I had been very hurt and didn't want a relationship and couldn't trust anyone. He knew how strongly I felt, but he pushed and pushed and charmed his way in to a relationship until he got his way. Then of course every promsie in the book. Had a son together. To top everything off, one of my best friends starts talking to him after our breakup she is married so it wasn't like that. But she totally didn't even tell me she was talking to my ex!! BREAKING THE GIRL CODE!! So I lost him and a best friend. The greif I have had to deal with because of everything going on just leaves me feeling completley stabbed in the back!
Duckduckgoose Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Ambivalent towards a lot of things, not just my pending divorce... just a lot of things.
LD1981 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 (edited) Broken No - hang on - Destroyed! Edited March 22, 2011 by LD1981 upgrading my word
yessy21 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Today:Hurt Tommorow: miserable day after: sad i will never get over all the pain ive gone through. even if i try. and it hasnt been months.. its been years.
Lil1 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Relieved. Relieved that the relationship didn't drag on for wasted years. Relieved that I saw his true nature/priorities, relieved that I am finally moving on and no longer hurt when I think of him. Relieved that he has finally made plans to get his things out of my apt. (happening in 2 weeks - yey!!). And finally, relieved that I still believe in love and feel like a stonger, better person:D
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