radrluv72 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 ...Just one word. No matter where you are in the stages of NC after your breakup. I've been back & forth, for one reason or another...recently it was the realization that my ex may very well have left me because he's commitment-phobic. And while I may have stopped looking for ways to blame myself for being jilted & hit by a truck...the word finally came to me tonight about how deep down, I really feel... ...abandonded. The second it came to me, 11 weeks now into NC, I just started crying all over again. I feel like I should be sitting in a dark room, staring out the window & weeping. Next week, I may feel completely different, as it happens when grieving the loss of love. I don't know that I've ever felt this way before in my life...and it kind of makes me angry. Anyone else?
betterdeal Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Tired, but then it is 5am here and I haven't been sleeping well.
0hpenelope Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 What word best describes how you're feeling now?"Meh."
Strength of Heart Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Reborn I've learned so much about myself, so much about my ex, so much about where and what went wrong in my relationship. I've acknowledged this, understood this, forgiven both sides, and am personally willing to improve myself day by day and minimize my flaws. With or without her
BlindRage Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 I feel... fine but then at times anxious. Life is a roller-coaster and these are just the loops in it take it for what it is.. One hell of a ride!!!!
1784 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 DISAPPOINTED In her. In me. In romance. In hope. In dreams. In reality. Disappointed.
silvermane187 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 6 months since the breakup...one word huh... depressed? empty? disappointed? DISAPPOINTED In her. In me. In romance. In hope. In dreams. In reality. Disappointed. I think that is what I would have to go with as well.
angelboots Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 FREE i feel free mostly. of course with that come fear, a bit of disenchantment and a lot of self reflection but mostly i am at peace with the fact it is what it is
Blueberry7691 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Good:) but I need 10 characters to send this.
aloneinseattle Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 "depressed" It is and everyday struggle, I feel "lonely" I like to try to be positive and think to myself as a new beginning or a fresh start. but truth is I am going through a very, very tuff time. I will attached a youtube video link that helps me feel better when I am down.
tommy.is.my.name Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Vengeful. It's been one month, seven days since br. I don't want this anger and hate but its building inside me. Even when I'm working out or running I catch myself whispering f.*ck you______! I just want to be over this. Been very Lc since br. And nc for 15 days. Aaarggghhh!
marqueemoon4 Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 even though it seems like its just one bad, disappointing thing after another right now, I feel like I'm moving in the right direction and will weather the storm. so, I feel hopeful!
worldgonewrong Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 even though it seems like its just one bad, disappointing thing after another right now, I feel like I'm moving in the right direction and will weather the storm. so, I feel hopeful! Marqueemoon4: I am glad to hear this from you! YES!!!
proactivedreamer Posted March 22, 2011 Posted March 22, 2011 Optimistic I am 7 weeks out of my relationship,he and I still have limited contact, but we are moving on. I am feeling less and less pain, which is a good sign. I also have biggg plans for the future. I am getting offered the opportunity to go back to school and I think I want to major in international studies. I think this is perfect that way I can continue learning French and study abroad in about two years. In between then I will go travel. My ex is the one who got me excited about traveling-I always wanted to but didn't know how, and he help me realize the possibilities. I am coping so much better than 3 weeks ago, so this is a good sign. You all will get through this!! Keep smiling!!
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