Buddha5254 Posted March 20, 2011 Posted March 20, 2011 We broke up... again. I need to vent about some things. Why do I still love and miss you when you: 1. broke up with me very suddenly on the phone after we had fallen madly in love. 2. then we got back together, broke up again, you started sleeping with your ex again. Then you let a married co-worker buy you a vibrator for your birthday. Also, you went with said co-worker to a nude beach, brought him back for drinks and had trouble understanding why he hits on you, and also sexually harasses you at work. What a mystery 3. then we got back together...you never mentioned that you had slept with your ex, until I asked about it. You swore up and down it was a one time thing. (months later I caught you in that lie). You told me I was being too sensitive. 4. you were moving to canada for a job...begged me to help you move...I agreed and took time off work, bought a plane ticket to get back...then one day out of the blue you TEXT me that you didnt want me to go and hoped I could understand one day. 5. I could go on. I'm certainly not innocent but anything I've done pales in comparison to this * * * * . Ever since Ive never been able to feel secure and to trust again. But I still miss the good parts. I struggle not to call you. I know we arent good for eachother. But for some reason something always draws us back. Not this time. Im taking control of my life and headed in a positive direction. I hope you do the same. We both need a new relationship that is more mature.
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