Lilmisus Posted March 19, 2011 Posted March 19, 2011 Yeah, this belongs in the "breakups" section, sue me . So, he broke up with me tonight after work, and said exactly what I thought he would. If you look at my post from yesterday, he pretty much said everything I did there, so it was more mutual than anything else, and I told him I felt the same way. Doesn't mean the pains not there, oh it definitely is, but at least I was more prepared for it, rather than naively thinking that everything was sunshine and rainbows. He strongly stressed though that he wants to remain friends, and doesn't want me to hate him at all - apparently he could see it in my eyes that I wanted to, even though I was just trying to keep my composure, which I managed, yay (plus, I could never hate him, told him that twenty times). He also stressed that this had nothing to do with him wanting to be single again since that's not the case at all, and that this was a very hard decision, but had felt for the past couple of days since he realized he was being followed, that this was the right one to make. But, he wants to just take the exclusivity off of our relationship, and wants to continue "talking" as we did before we became a couple, and would like to see if we could be together after everything has calmed down and he doesn't have to worry about getting shot at while driving. I don't know if we ever will get back together, but right now I'm more worried about his safety more than anything else. But why, oh why is breaking up so hard to do? Even if it's for the best, like for my safety, why does it hurt so bad? I'll be aiight though, I know. Just might take a little getting used to though.
Good Posted March 19, 2011 Posted March 19, 2011 Sorry to hear that =( But you'll get through this I'm sure. I hope everything turns out well. Cheer up buttercup
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