jasonyungg Posted March 18, 2011 Posted March 18, 2011 this may be a long story but bare with me. ive been with my ex gf since middle school for 10 years. she was my childhood playmate then my bestfriend. my highschool heart and once i hit the age of 21 i can clearly say my first true love. i am now 24 btw. we broke up a few times due to immaturity durin our teens years and of course dated other people. but 2 years ago we broke up due to stressful situations. i broke her trust by flirting with another girl over the phone. she forgiven me but after i joinee the army the long distance didnt help. there were trust issues and she broke up with me during my christmas visit from the army. i was depressed and broken. but instead of showing that i showed hee anger and wanted nothing to do with her. i dated around and did the NC method for a year. the problem is i am very close with her family and she is also with mines. i only have one mother so she comes to check on her. my mom loves her to death and i am very close to her family. her family asks me to drop by all the time and her little brother is like my owm brother. he still sleepa over my house and i help him with his schooling. but the problem is the past few months. i asked her to come back to me out of the blue but she said she wasnt ready. i should of left it like that but i kept assisting. that was my mistake. i have no idea if she moved on or just need time for herself. i dont want to wait and maybe my chance will be too late or try to hard to push her away. maybw i have to move on but its hard when u know somwonw ur wholw life and shared everything with them. i have no idea what to do or feel but if anyone experience what i am going through please share.
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