tfkizzle Posted March 10, 2011 Posted March 10, 2011 I feel silly for feeling this way, but I am super jealous of a lesbian's relationship with my bf!! He's known her for 1 year, and in that timeframe I have felt small twinges of jealousy here and there, but recently actually got a little upset and felt really bad about it. She sent my bf an anniversary card, "celebrating" the anniversary of the day they met. When he saw the card he had the biggest, stupidest grin on his face. He re-read the card 2 twice. Same huge smile. This happens every time this girl does something...anything! Nothing I do ever makes him grin like that. Nothing. I get him a card, he reads it, sets it aside, no comment. I make a list of things I like about him and hide it in a book he's reading. He reads it, no comment. I get him an expensive (or inexpensive as the case may be), thoughtful gift, just because. "Thank you" and sets it aside. I surprise him with an amazing bj. No comment, no smile, no nothing!! I surprise him by getting him appointments for a facial and massage while a maid comes to his house and cleans for him, and I get the average thank you. I hate myself for it, but I'm actually so hurt by this that I'm kind of crying. I don't know what my question is. Needed to talk about this though.
Fondue Posted March 10, 2011 Posted March 10, 2011 Keep surprisng him with those amazing BJs. Like, every day you see him. That's my advice.
Author tfkizzle Posted March 10, 2011 Author Posted March 10, 2011 Keep surprisng him with those amazing BJs. Like, every day you see him. That's my advice. I need some positive reinforcement.
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