Cammy Posted March 10, 2011 Posted March 10, 2011 (edited) Hi everyone, im just so curious to why id be analaysing my ex getting in contact. When i was 18 i met a really gorgous girl, and i was drink at the time, i was overweight, fat as **** (20 stone) and i felt happy, she came allong, and for the year we were together, it was the happiest time of my life. We broke up in.. august last year, being a fool and this being my first breakup that really mattered to me, i still did everything for her including going to a wedding. In december 2010, i stopped my contact all together - she got a new boyfriend, and i was sleezing about sleeping with whoever i could, thought she's moved on.. im going to make sure she knows i do. The reason we broke up was because, i was heavy into drugs (dealing, not taking) i started gambling, i lost my job, and my driving license, and then she left me, and i ended up in a hospital for mentaly ill patients because i had a mental breakdown because all the abouve had seized to exist within one week (the same week of my birthday). The funny thing is.. my life has turned to what i could have never made when i was with her, im now down to 16 stone of weight, im healthy, fit, got my life sorted out with a job and back driving again, i have money behind me too. When i stopped my contact in early december 2010, she'd occasionaly send me texts (shes not the kind of girl that will call, as shes very shy to do that) i never replied, last week, she had tried to contact me on facebook (which she never uses!) and because i ignored it, my friend then unblocked her as a joke on my MSN and she started speaking, and i decided, id just say hi back. but when she speaks to me, i try and give out as little information of who im with, where im going, and what im upto, but yet.. she still tries to keep the conversation going, i.e for example: "where you working now?" "working out in *suchaplace*" "Oh cool, i know a few people that live there" or; "what you upto" "waiting for my mate to come get me" "oh where you going??" Its like shes trying to keep the conversation going, and i know for a fact she broke up with her "new boyfriend", so why is she so desperatly trying to make contact with me? i really dont get it, she rejected me for 3 months - and i tried to set the bar of "**** you, get out my life" response. This really isnt a sign of her missing what she had is it? In real truth, the fact is i will always love this girl, no matter what.. even if i never spoke to her, she gets thoughts (that she will never know about), but.. i really wouldnt want to get back with her, even though i feel this way. EDIT scince writing this, she has now asked of my relationship, and told me that she had broken up with hers as he left her for his ex, she told me that there was 3 or 4 guys that were wanting to go out with her - but there was only one that she liked, but she wouldnt go out with him as hes too far away, and wont go out with the rest. This is seriously starting to make me wonder.. just had an hour long convo with her aswell which i shouldnt have done. Edited March 10, 2011 by Cammy
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