seanmathews3 Posted March 10, 2011 Posted March 10, 2011 So broke up 2 1/2 weeks ago, just hit 7 days NC.. Recently finished removing all pictures of us off facebook, and tonight i deleted her as a friend, which was a big step for me. I dont have time to be fallowing her on facebook and letting her "show me" how she is moving on, she can look at my profile if she wants but i dont want to see hers.She is fine with being friends but i have to show that i am not. And if she calls me out for deleting her as a friend i have a mature response saying "this is what i think is best right now, till we both completely move on and are over, then maybe we can start over as friends, but who knows" Like i said in other posts, 5 month relationship where nothing big went wrong, and she was indeed my first love. Looking back on all the small things she said close to breaking up (reason was just randomly losing feelings) and how she is fine with NC and moving on. It all points to there being another guy. I dont have to worry about her cheating on my because she isnt that kind of girl, but her and someone else talking and her getting interested in someone else makes perfect sense. She just ended up sugar coating everything at the end. Anyways, i was always standing on that little dot of hope that someday it will work, but after deleting her as a friend it feels like i took that first step off the dot.. and it hurts.. really bad. i know its for the better, but its hurting. You dont know how bad i want to call her out on there being someone else just showing her i know and blah blah blah but i know that wouldnt be a mature move. i just hope that the next girl i fall in love with, it feels a whole lot better so i can just look back on this and laugh. As far as now goes, i have to take it day by day, i know i will hurt for a while but everyday i hope its less and less. I could really use some reassurance, guidance, advice, anything.
KennyD Posted March 10, 2011 Posted March 10, 2011 I feel your pain. Trust me....I feel it. My relationship ended 8 months ago, I still cannot get over it. We tried friends....feelings came back...and it was a re-run of the last breakup. I feel your pain.
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