skatebowls Posted March 7, 2011 Posted March 7, 2011 okay, me and my ex have been broken up for almost 3 years now...there isnt a moment where im not thinking about her and the feeling she used to give me being her boyfriend...it was like a drug, and i used to be real into smoking weed and drinking...just partying, i used to just be a skateboarder who would take road trips..and pretty much party smoke weed and skate ramps street, i had a lot of friends....when she came around, i lied to her, said i was a dj who had all this money..i met her online by the way...so we break up after a year, by that i mean no contact. at least from her. she recently got married and still looks hot as hell, she is 25 years older then me..i am 24. i met her at age 19, we broke up i was 20, i then became schizophrenic, i think alot of stress from her not being with me. i heard voices of her talking saying bad things about me, because i know she did not like me anymore...so after my diagnosis...i find myself, everyday, getting worse. my relationship with my family getting worse...she was like a new drug...a cocktail of marijuana and her. at first it was all about sex and this intense love. i even talked about killing her ex husband for hurting her. i just want my life back, its like an addiction and its literally killing me. our sex was always rough.
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