Normz Posted March 2, 2011 Posted March 2, 2011 We've been togheter for almost 11months and the last month has been very hard. She said that she didnt love me as she used to.. She said to me that i was her first true love and she was also mine. As it went down, i did everything i could to keep her.. but in pure desperation to not lose her, and that was wrong of me. I've realised what i did and what it did to her aswell, she forgave me but she doesnt have any intention to save the relationship. She didn't tell me that she didnt love me anymore before it was to the point she couldnt handle it anymore.. but she didn't want to hurt me so we tried for a while. We also lost our virginity to eachother and have the safe feeling to eachother. We broke up recently, and i can't stand the toughts of her with someone else.. even though i don't really have anything to do with that. I can't stop thinking of her and it drives me crazy.. She didn't want to ''be friends'' as we have been in such a ''serious'' relationship. But when we see eachother we can talk and laugh like nothing have happen, but it takes just a moment and i can burst into tears.. This all started when she changed school to go in my class, she said it wasnt because of me but her poor choise of school in the beginning. I helped her change school and she ended up in my class.. Since then she didnt have any friends at my school at all and only i was there for her.. Recently she got tired of having me around her all the time at school, and as its at school i couldnt really express me as i do when we hang out.. Also as she saw me everyday at school she didnt want to hang out so much anymore.. and thats how it all started.. I didnt want school to come in the way of our relationship or the otherway around but in the end it was that what happend.. All i can do now is hope that she will miss ''us'' and come back But at the moment everything is torture.. (short said): She began in my class, felt tired by being around me everyday and no friends.. and lost her feelings for me.. but i still love her My english isn't of the best and i really just felt like writing this down somewhere. Thanks.
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