z00m25 Posted March 2, 2011 Posted March 2, 2011 hey again guys, its been like 2 months since me and my ex broke up. Have been doing ok i guess. Started smoking again and drinking a bit more which I'm not to happy about but other than that things have been progressively getting better. My ex hadnt said **** to me since the breakup but my birthday was on sunday and she sent me a "happy bday." text. That drove me crazy hahaha and the last 2-3 nights when I've tried to sleep all I can focus on is what im going to say back to her if it ever happens again. I knew she would say something like that because Im sure she felt like she went out of her way and all lmao but i feel really good that I was able to hold back and not say anything back. Trust me I wanted to unload on her. Just a quick backstory, We were together 2 years living together for over 1 and we moved out to Ohio together. Then she ended up cheating and lying to me which i dont think she knows for sure that i know. Couldnt figure out why she was able to move on so quick but the whole cheating thing makes everything make so much more sense. But yeah still stuck in ohio trying to find a job back home so i can get back. Alot harder to get a job now then it used to be
depplover_1980 Posted March 2, 2011 Posted March 2, 2011 You sound like you're doing well considering - it's normal to drink/smoke more after a break up, but just be aware of it and try and pick up some good habits too. I hope you don't want her back, with her being a lying cheat? I hope you get a job soon. Are you honestly applying yourself to finding one properly? Once that is sorted you will be well on the way to recover.
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