skt2020 Posted March 2, 2011 Posted March 2, 2011 hey guys, ex and broke up a little over a week ago. We barely talked the first week and ever since this last sunday we have kept in contact. We slept together sunday, such a bad move and i wish i didn't because it put me back so far. I texted him today and told him how amazing i thought he was and how i missed being his girlfriend. Well that didn't end up going in any great direction because he didn't want to lead me on. He has been so inconsistent with his feelings and its just messing me up so bad. I had a class with him tonight (it is unavoidable) and we didn't sit with eachother but at the end i ended up giving him a ride to his car that was parked far away and he looked at my car for me which is currently acting weird. When i got home he texted me some stuff about my car and what i could do to fix it, then tells me that he is thinking about me and starts flirting with me with old inside jokes. I was getting sucked into it until i realized how much i'm hurting myself. I am trying so hard to not be clingy and be "ok" with the situation but i am only hurting myself. Im scared if i tell him to leave me alone i will just get mad at myself in the future because i will want to talk to him! the truth is, we shouldn't be talking unless its something positive about getting back together or we shouldn't at all. I just felt like for once i was getting a glimpse of him again. I know what to do, i just cant find it in me to do it. I'm so scared of losing him but i'm sick of putting my emotional health on the line in order to just have a couple flirty texts. I want to get back together but this definitely isn't the way. advice? support? anyone else going through the same thing? I'm pretty sure my journal is sick of hearing about the same thing as are my friends, so i'm trying to seek an outside source out. Thanks =]
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