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6th month mark

SunsetRed

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Well, I have had my first mini fling since MM. The attention was nice, but I can't use someone just to fill the void MM left and I know that New Guy and I won't work out. What's good is that I am not dissing NG just because he's NOT MM. There are some things about NG that are truly not good for me and that's why I let him go.

 

I've had a down few days after fling with NG ended and it brought up the initial breakup w MM pain but I recognize that pain for what it is.

 

I didn't contact MM and I won't. I know I won't contact him. God help me if he contacts me, but I've avoided contacting him. Hell will freeze over before I call him.

 

Some good has occurred because of this break up. I've worked tons of overtime and my financial life has greatly improved. Had I stayed with MM my finances may have been a wreck as I'd have to support him so that he could support "the wife." I've lost nearly 20 lbs and I never thought I'd be at this weight again.

 

I'm at a weird place..almost at the 6th month mark of the break up. Part of me still hurts and yearns for him yet part of me is excited to move on.

Part of me is expecting him to turn up at any moment and part of me knows he will never come back. I'm living my life as if he'll never come back because thats the only way I'll ever have a life.

 

I have other exes from my past that tore my heart into peices. When I think about them now, I feel nothing and I wonder why I wasted so much time on them. Its hard to believe that MM will soon be in that category.

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I have other exes from my past that tore my heart into peices. When I think about them now, I feel nothing and I wonder why I wasted so much time on them. Its hard to believe that MM will soon be in that category.

 

The same for me...Time erases everything !

I have loved someone 10 years ago to the point that I thought I would never love again...Now I feel nothing but a sweet memory. Probably I would crush if I saw her again but her now H wouldn't allow that :laugh:.

 

I still think with fondness and miss xMW, but she had nothing better than an affair to offer me and I'm better single than having a second-class relationship.

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