rocketgirl138 Posted February 28, 2011 Posted February 28, 2011 Ok, I understand this may be pretty petty in the scheme of things, but for some reason i'm feeling rather irked and depressed about this. And to be honest, i feel pretty crappy for this even being an issue but here goes.. I'm feeling a bit slighted in my current relationship due to my b/f's sleeping habits. Granted he told me he was insomniac but i don't see it. He's always tired and sleeps more than i do. Anyways i work the evening shift so my schedule is on the late side but i can't help but feel a bit steamed when i come home from work and he's already for bed. It's not like he has a job to go to due from getting laid off and he rarely leaves the house. I would love to come home from work and spend quality time with him considering my days off are spent tending to my child, school, and running errands all day. It would be nice if we can watch a movie before bed but that would be a cold day in hell before that happens. I did bring this to his attention a while back and tried to talk about it but he gets defensive about his insomnia. Then afterwards i feel tremendous guilt for even bringing up the issue. i just don't know how to feel anymore. What i do know is that i feel down and depressed while this happens and at the same time ****ty for this even being an issue.
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