Joel W Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 This hurts. I feel like half of a whole. It's been coming for a while, 9 months of difficulty. I don't hate her, she's not a bad. She does have bad qualities, so do I. The decision was somewhat mutual, but I'd have to say I got dumped. I stopped trying last week, she stopped trying last year. Even tonight, I would have tried harder if I thought she would too, she will not. I'm tired of pain, these break up's are cumulative. I'm going to miss Alex, I still miss Taylor before her. Back further yet, I miss Jeneca. I so wish I could say I'm sorry to Jeneca for the many things I did wrong, I can't, she died new years day, I didn't even know she was sick till the day before she died. I'm tired of pain! It hurts to get dumped, it hurts to dump, this semi mutual, it hurts too. I want to love and be loved. I want to be a partner in life for life. Now that an unworkable relationship has ended, perhaps I am closer to being in a love that does not quit, then again maybe not, perhaps the best is behind. All I know for sure is that I am tired and I hurt.
Beaver Bob Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 A broken heart is not easy to repair, it takes time. The best thing you can do is keep busy, build the best thing you can, a shed, box, build a go-cart....just find that one thing you do best and make it better than you ever thought you could, no shortcuts! BB
lalasweetheart Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 I spent four years with my boyfriend, it took me six months to realise that I was lying to myself, I didn't love him that way. He was my best friend and I miss him so much. I know it hurts and I know how hard it is. There's always regrets but there's no point in being with someone when it just doesn't work. Be strong, be whole by yourself and not a half of a whole. I am certain that I will find the right person some day and so will you. Thinking of you
BelieveInUs Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 I understand the pains you are going through. It is particulary true with you recalling all the women you did not properly show love to. This is true in my case too. I do feel sad and regret that I did not show the proper love to women in my past. Do you know what, I have made peace with myself. I have achieve proper closure. I know what I did wrong and it will not happen again. I tried to show proper love to all the upcoming women in my life. So, do not worry, just learn from your mistakes and do not forget to show proper love to all of your upcoming women in your life too. Best wishes to you. Take care. Sincerely, BelieveInUs One of the Man
strangeways Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 Now that an unworkable relationship has ended, perhaps I am closer to being in a love that does not quit ^^^^This. It may be hard to see now. Took me 4 or 5 months to realise it but you'll get there. There's hard times to come but if you can learn the lessons that these experiences inevitably shine a light on you'll come out at the end stronger for it. Keep busy, talk to friends and family, try some new things, work out. Don't deny the emotions however painful they may seem, embrace them. They're there for a reason. To help you grow.
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