bslchump Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 After her texting me a bunch tonight and me either not replying or responding with the bare minimum (I still have to be LC right now), I was proud. I felt good. After basically just ignoring the stupid sh*t she had to say, I felt like I had some control back. Then for some reason I had that wild need to see both of their facebooks. I tried to reason myself through it, but you all know how that goes. Evidently she had him block me so I couldn't see anything on his profile. She has hers on private so I couldn't see anything there (thank god I de-friended her). I guess I'm glad he blocked me so I didn't have to see anything. I don't feel that terrible, god-awful, sinking-stomach feeling, but I do feel shaky. It's the same physical feeling as when I saw the graphic convos her and him were having immediately after she broke up with me. Just a spiraling-out-of-control feeling. I hope someday soon I get enough willpower to squelch those feelings. I was doing so well too..
whichwayisup Posted February 27, 2011 Posted February 27, 2011 Why do you have to be in LC with her? Glad you deleted her off your fb and her settings are private. No need to look at stuff about her and this guy, it's just going to make you feel worse.
Author bslchump Posted February 27, 2011 Author Posted February 27, 2011 Because I can't move out just yet (waiting on potential roommates to take my place) so I have to talk to her every so often for one thing or another. Pets, bills, etc.
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