filthy Posted February 26, 2011 Posted February 26, 2011 hey everyone i just needed some 2cents on what my situation is.. i was talking to this girl for about 5months and we basically were going out. Then out of no where she stopped talking to me. we werent talking for about 2 months (this is me using the nc rule but, subconscioulsly because i didnt know what nc was at the time.) finally i asked her for another chance. She turned me down, said that she was talking to someone else and that we could still be friends but its not going to be the same right away. The reason she stopped talking to me all together in the first place is because i told one of her friends we werent talking anymore. But, i only said this because our relationship seemed like it was going no where even though we knew everything about each other and my feelings toward her were always the same. I never officially asked this girl out but, we were acting like it 100%. and when people asked me about her i just didnt know what to say. Yes i know i ****ed up here but ive learned from my mistake. after i agreed to be friends with her i immediately started the nc rule. I feel like an ******* for saying that we are friends but in reality we both know that we really arent. Currently i am using it to heal but, it feels like the most hardest thing ive ever had to do. Its been taking a while because i had to go through valentines day without contact and i keep thinking about those "only if" situations. i am definetly guilty of stalking her fb page and blog but i cant help it sometimes. Its been a month since weve talked and she seems happy with her new guy that shes talking to. But, a couple of days ago she posted on her blog saying that she feels that she is "drifting away from people". Another time she posted this saying "people are heartless, your the most selfish person i met". I have no doubt in my mind that was about me. After i read this i felt like there is no chance at all. Her bday is coming up too but i dont know if i should break the no contact after going strong for a month. moving on sucks because i really liked this girl and shes now talking to someone who is the opposite of me.
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