Almost been a month, and she still manages to ruin my night, why cant i forget her :(

[turokturok5]

Its been a month since she dumped me for being too clingy. We only dated for 2 months, so based on what i read on here and according to friends+family i should've forgotten about it now. Last night i was meant to go to a gathering she was at, for one of our friends who is part of our groups birthday, but i decided to go to a party at a tavern with a few other friends instead as i didnt want to see my ex.

 

I told my friend that i would go to the tavern for a few hours, then come to her party later. Later on i decided not to go to the party and just stay at the tavern, her friend called me 4 times and texted me 3 times and left me a 40 second voice mail. I listened to the voice mail and she was asking me if i was still coming and if i could pick up booze for people so i just kind of ignored it.

 

Problem is, i was expecting to have a good time at the tavern and just completely forget about my ex. I was talking to other girls...but that was it, i had no other interest in anything else because all i could think of was her and what she was doing...I've been NC for 2 weeks and it has been getting better but how much longer will it take, im sick of going out and having a poor time because i cant stop thinking about her.